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Unwell!

Sick sick sick now. :( Not sure if I can go to sentosa with sis and cousins tomorrow. Hopefully the diarhheoa is better tmr then i can go. It's been really long since i go to dolphins Lagoon. So I wanna go, go,go! ;)

Today, grandparents came to my place for lunch. But i wasn't feeling well to eat, mum cooked plain, watery porridge for me. Not yummy. Haha.

Dinner, had porridge again. Then vomitted whatever i've eaten. Lol.

Mummy's not feeling well too. :( Having sore throat. Haiyahhhh! Drink more water okok? Take care ya! And Mummy's going to camp on this coming tuesday. I'm soooo going to miss her. Damn it! I wish i was able to go with her. Do jetty jump again. ;) Haha

Neway, i'm going to sleep already. Feeling so uncomfortable. :(

I wanna end with a sentence:

Once Mummy, Forever Mummy. (:

Favouritism!

Really super angry right now, I super duper dislike people who likes to play favouritism! And i'm angry cause my mum is one of them. My parents really pamper my brother too much, till now my brother isn't scared of anyone now. First first, want to scold and beat the child, but in the end, still sayang the child. If it's like that, what's the use of still beating and scolding the child? The child will never learn his/her lessons this way. The child will think he's always right and people are scared of him. Want to pamper, pamper alittle and once in awhile, not everytime. He want this, you get this for me. If he want you to die, you die?! Idiot! Super angry now, my blood is boiling! And now, if anyone were to scold my brother, he will just answer back in a rude way. Who should be responsible for this act of my brother? My parents! Serious, they always sayang my brother after scolding him. And in this way, my brother will never learn his lessons and he will keep on repeating the same old thing again.

Haiz, No one will understand how i feel now. ;(

I really feel like, i'm nobody in this family. I say until my saliva dry, still no use liao!!

ANGRY ANGRY NOW!

Neway, today I saw mummy and daddy at Khatib during dinner time. (: Cool right? Haha. And mummy gotten many compliments from my family members, saying she very young and pretty. ;) Lol!

And seriously, My mummy's pretty pretty. (:

I promise I'm not going to make you angry anymore, i promise i'm going to be a good girl towards you. I promise, i will listen to Mummy's words!

Mummy, Sorry for all the unhappinese i've brought into your life, thanks for everything. ;) And thanks for still loving me. ;)

I wanted you to see me through it all. I wanted you to pat me to sleep. ;) Haha. Mummy, I love you alot-alot-alot-alot-alotttttttttttt!

Currently at my grandma's place, boring! -.-

Today's weather really hot, can become cooked. Told mummy, i'm cooked she says: Might be delicious. Lol! ;) Will melt!

Haha, neway, i'm going back soon. later be going to my mum's side gathering. Dinnering with my family. Haha.

Monday, dolphins lagoon, i'm coming!!!

I wanna the dolphins to give me a kiss. ^^

I really sayang you alot.

The person who i sayang alot is none other than my Dearest Mummy / PrettyMummy. (:

She's the one i never forget, she's the one i love the most, she's the one i wanted so much. I've a prettyMummy, who dotes on me so much, who loves me as much as i love her, who took care of me just as sweet and gentle just like a baby. And Mummy, I wanna be your baby foreverrrrrrrrrrr! ;)

And i'm so happy now! Thanks PrettyMummy for spending the time to meet me, though it's a while but I appreciated it. ;) I hope you like what i've given to you, the touching letter and the earrings. (: Mummyyyyyyyyy, Wo Ai Ni!

Mummy, you're just the one i needed the most. Muackkssssss..

Monday be going to Dolphins Lagoon with my cousins. ;)
Yeah, i'm going to see dolphins. Yay yay!

I don't wanna think of anything now!

won't be pinning anymore hopes, won't be thinking too much now.

I seriously feel so lousy. I'm sorry, i've hurt you once again. Maybe I'm the one thinking really too much. And yes, i know you'd never change, it's me the one thinking too much.

Somehow i know what's on your mind now, u must be saying, i'm starting all my nonsense again, you must be saying i'm over-sensitive, you must be thinking why am i always so negative.. I've no one who will treats me better than you. And yes i know, i'm not understanding. :(

I just want to say: Even if you don't take me as ur dearest girl anymore, I'll still be one always loving you. You were the most important person to me, you were the one i've been loving alot.

And darling, you're still the Mummy i used to call, you're the mummy i've all this while, You're still the sweet and gorgeous mummy i wanted so much. You're still the dearest mummy, I love so much. Mummy, I sayang you alot, i really want to be with you, forever and always.

Sorry for not being an understanding girl to you. Sorry for always bringing so much of unhappinese into your life. Sorry for always misunderstanding you. Sorry for not being able to show more love and concern towards you. I promise to be good from today onwards. I love you to the maxx! ;)

And please don't get irritated by me okok? Please Mummy.....